I know it good if i let it go, but i jus cannot bring myself to do so. I'm feeling so terrible. Friends out there I thank you people for showing me your care and concern. But I really feel terrible.
I feel terrible because I really love him. I didn't love some one so much in my life before that I can actually spend my whole day hidding in the room alone and crying. The only time i step out of my room was to bathe. I guess I'm just stupid. I can't even bring myself to sleep at night. Each time I close my eyes, everything will go chaotic in my heart again. I dunno what to do. Anyone out there can help stab this heart of mine. I really can't stop thinking of him. =(



Now let me vent my anger here, i guess i will feel much better after this.
FKING ASSHOLE GIRL WHY MUST YOU STEAL MY LOVE ONE AWAY FROM ME! YOU GT BGR PROB IS UR OWN TAI JI WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU, YOU COME AND DESTROY MY LIFE FOR WHAT. I WANNA SEE YOU FACE TO FACE! SO WHAT IF U TRAVEL FROM UR PLACE ALL THE WAY TO FIND HIM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND I DIDN'T. U CCB, U BROKE UP WITH UR BF UR TAI JI WHAT FOR YOU WANNA COME AND FIND MINE. U CAME INTO THIS WROLD TO RUIN OTHERS LIFE, I HATE YOU. U FKING CHEAP GIRL, U R NO DIFFERENT FROM THOSE IN GEYLANG. SO DARING COME OUT LA, COME DEPOT ROAD FIND ME. * sry sound very ah lian here, but i got no choice i have to vent it all out* YOU WANAN KENA FK JUST GO GEYLANG SO MUCH NEARER FOR YOU, WHY TRAVEL ALL THE WAY TO MARSILING. U ARE JUS A FK UP GIRL WHO FK UP PPL LIFE. FK YOU!! SO WHAT IF U R PRETTY, THE INNER U IS JUST UGLY!!! 100 X MORE UGLY DEN THE UGLIEST PERSON ON EARTH. TO ME YOU HAVE A FACE THAT IS WORST THEN ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD, EVEN THE PIG ASS IS NICER THEN YOUR FACE!!

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