Why am I feeling so affected?
Am I making the right choice?
Will history repeat?
Is it worth it?
Sometimes is better to know lesser things, knowing more make me more stressful. Why does these things always happen to me. Looking at others, feeling so happy together with their love one, I just hope I could be like them one day (:


Maybe.... I am too afraid to love, there are too many obstacles around.

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Day 1
Flying away from this shithole muahahahah, reach taiwan at abt 5.30 pm and guess what the freaking sky is as dark as 8pm in Singapore.
First nite at taiwan we just had dinner and went back to hotel. The dinner food sux, i prefer food in Singapore haha! =)
Nth much during day 1 just that we were all in thin clothes and all freezing to death as the temp was like 12 =X

Day 2
YAWNS!! Woke up at 545am, had breakfast in hotel then went back up to room to get our stuff. The weather outside was freaking cold it is like ytd was 12 today it's 9 OMG!!! Left the hotel and went to take the bullet train to somewhere (i forget the name of the place) From there, we toook MRT to Chiang Kai Shek musuem haha!! IT WAS NOT INTERESTING AT ALL SO HISTORY!!! I CANT WAIT FOR THE SHOPPING TIMES!!
After visting the museum, we went to HUALIAN to have our lunch and also bought some food stuff back for relatives and friends. After lunch, we went to watch some cultural dance!! IT was nice some of the guys gt hot body hahaa! some are fat like hell lol!! The girls are all fat =X
Had our dinner at some random restuarant and went back to hotel once again haha!

Day 3
Again the day started very early, woke up at 6am and the saem routine again. After everything we have a long long long long long bus ride from Hua Lian to Kao Siong! It is really a freaking long juorney there. we took like 5-6 hours of bus ride. By the time we reach Kao Siong is alry like dinner time. We had a programme which is to have a ride on the love river, it is something like clarke quay tt kinda boat. However, we have to queue for 1 freaking hour in the cold weather for tt ride, so most of us didnt want to waste time, so we went for dinner then after tt we went to a nite market which i have forgetten the name of it. Bought a shorts there and also a few condoms keychain there haha!

Day 4
Same routine again!! BORING! ok the day started off with going to "85 building" We went all the way up to lvl 85 it was fun haha! However, the secnery was not very nice as the air was very polluted and it was very fogy.After spending a while in the building, we went to Hakka village and had our lunch there. There were many different traditional games, food and things there that we can experience. The food there was nice.
After Hakke village, we went to sun moon lake. It is a lake which looks like a sun and a moon on both ends. This is the part of the history of the name of this lake. Mostly sight seeing there, nth much abt it. After that when to Wen Wu temple. This temple is located some where near the sun moon lake. I didnt went into the temple as i was very lazy to walk up. So I just stay outside with my dad and cousins.
After the temple, it's again another night market. It is called Tai Chung Feng Jia market. Again we bought stuff from there. I bought a leather jacket which cost only 30+ SG dollar.After shopping, we went to have out dinner and then back to hotel.

Day 5
Same old thing again. OFF to the ceremic street, there were many cute things there but it is all fragile and breakable so was not able to buy any of it bac home =(After that we went to a place which is full of rock and sea. The rocks are all nartually form and we can actually see different image that the rock potriat.After that we when for a hot spring at Yang Ming Shan. The weather was freaking cold and we have to walk to the hot spring in bear footed and in our swim wear omg de COLD!
After everything, we had our dinner at shilin market!! We had a really fast dinner and ran to the other side to shopp!!!!! However, it is winter and there were not many things for us to buy back to Sg as the weather at SG is so hot. Anyway bought nth there and decided that we should go come back to this market on the last nite.

TO BE CONTINUE.............

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DBL O DBL O DBL O DBL O DBL O!!! ELORA YOU SHOULD HAVE JOINED ME!!!
HAHAHA! I'm a noob drinker, which I think is good cos I dun have to spend much on getting myself drunk!! Merlion once ytd nite =.= throat is super sore, feels like it's bleeding!!
It was a violent nite ytd hahaha!!! Thanks to DENISE AND ME =)

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Late nite driving ytd, went to pick frens up but got lost cos of the round abt=.=
However, still manage to pick them up and went to river valley to had dinner/supper. After that drove to marina barrage and slack there, nice place there. Lots of things were in my mind when i was there, den started "emoing". Lots of funny thing happen in the car becos of 2 retarded monkeys!!! Finally, home sweet home!! But taxi driver GL me =( he dun wan let me cut so i drove as fast as i can to cut him =)) lucky i was alone so no one will nag at me =))

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Haix, I hate the feeling of waking up in the middle of the nite, cry my eye out and talk to my bear =( Life really sux, why must everything be this way!!! I jus wanna go back to the time when I was just a kid, carefree, stress free etc...


I wanna have a great big hug =(((((

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HAHA today is the last day of holiday =( sob sob. MY PP is not even done yet OMG! 400++ more words to go anyone care to help? =X Lucky 2moro start sch at 10am unlike the previous semester haha! I have got 3 days of 10am 1day 830am 1day 915 hope my new classmates are fun and not as dead as my previous class haha! Have gt 3 of my previous classes classmates in my new classes!!! One real bad thing is that i have to go to different classes everyday!!! "cfm go worng class on one day" hahaaha!! *blush*

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TODAY IS THE MOST UNLUCKY DAY EVER HAIX. I FAILED MY DAM DRIVING TEST =(
Hope it will be a good news for the 2nd try. haix, everything is not on my side today. FKING JAYWALKERS, FKING KIDS WTF LA DUNNO HOW TO WALK PROPERLY!!
Anyway had lotsa fun during the chalet hahah!!! foto will be posted lata i'm too lazi to upload it :P

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OMG MY GF YM JUST SEND ME A PICTURE FROM CHINA HAHAHA! SHE TOOK A PIC WITH A HUGE BOOK WITH MY NAME ON IT!!! MY NAME IS TAN ZI LIN JELYNN!! HERE IS THE PIC LOOK AT IT!!!

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HAHA, today had my last driving lesson with Mr. Seow. 2 more lessons with Daniel and TP time scared siol! Will be having a chalet on 23-24 which is stressful as i have got TP on 24 evening! FRENS OUT THERE DUN MAKE ME DRUNK LOL!
Anyway today's lesson was a challenge to me as it was raining super heavily till i can hardly see any vehicle ahead unless short distance. Pray hard to god that it will not rain on the 23 and 24 <3
EMO as i have got so many zitz on my face suddenly i hate breakouts =( I hope they can heal ASAP it's painful =(

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HMM.. my TP is approaching soon, afraid of failing =( I dun wan to let anyone down I wanna pass "praying hard to pass" Hope GOD will be by my side on that day and guide me while i drive >.<
Hope the road will be clear of hazards and everything will go smoothly for me. My birthday is approaching too if i pass it will be the best present ever in my life.

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Today is a dam stressful day. Although i did not go to sch I'm study like a crazi idiot at home. I hope i will be able to do well for my chem UT3 becos i knew that i have done badly for my 2nd UT. I'm facing a lot of difficulties rite now with chemistry I hope there is some1 who will be able to teach me right beside me now!!! I really need to buck up =(





*sorry for neglecting =( I will try to make it up*

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Ytd was the 1st day of sch after my 1 week LOA. Felt so shag in sch, just hope it will end ASAP. After sch came home do rj and stuff den went out to catch the movie "UP"with BB. It was a pretty interesting movie, found the story line very meaningful. After the movie, met up with YM haha haven seen her for more den a month i guess. She will be going over to CHINA soon haha hope her chi improve =X AND YM U BETTER BUY THINGS FOR ME HAHAHA!!
Photos to be upload later haha
Off to prepare for driving =)

* Hope you will not disappoint me, action speak louder den words*

Haha just back from my driving here posting again. My beloved YM not on9 yet cant get her to send me the pictures to upload it >.<
Anyway today driving is not too bad i did everything smoothly and I hope everything will go well for my TP too haha!! Cant wait to get my license !!! <3

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Haven been updating for a super long time, many things happened and people who know me will know what happened lazy to blog about those unhappy things. Is like there are so many guys in the world why waste my time crying for some1 who is not worth my tears.

Anyway went to malaysia on the 1st of Aug and return to singapore with BAD FLU COUGH AND FEVER. I had MC for 1 week and is very afraid that i will not be able to catch up with what i have missed out over the pass week. Hope UT 3 will not be a killer for me I realli want to maintain my GPA.

Hmmm, anyway have got some1 in my heart now. Hope my choice is rite and history WILL NOT repeat.

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Today left hse 1 hr earlier as to follow "ROOTER" to BBDC to finally change to private from school wakakaka! He was so retarded dun even know where is BBDC entrance =X Anyway went for driving after that asked instructor to wait for me at ESSO as I was lazy to walk back to gombak =))
After driving instructor was so blur as his other student have already arrive when i went to withdraw money. He passed me back the other student PDL and luckily i called him in time. If not i would have brought the PDL home and cause them to have trouble after that =X
When back to queenstown and met "MR YARE" HAHAHA!! CUTE surname sound like YA =X
Walked around queensway as he wanted to get a racket. SO like shopping with my dad wakakkaa!!
Had a fun day today, hope I can feel happier soon.

*It's not worth crying so much for a guy, there are plenty in the world*

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Hmm, today driving was the same haix hope to get my liciense on the 1st attempt. Instuctor said " you can drive the car with safety however, your reaction to hazrad ahead is not fast enuff". sob sob.
After driving thot of going to get my piercing again but was too lazy to go to queensway.
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED.

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When out with Elora today omg we were like gossiping like idiots LOL!! Laughing our way, miss her so much sia. Hope to see her soon again. When to watson and sth stupid happen. Elora and I was like looking and observing the diff types of condoms LOL!! After a while we realise that there is this couple that kips staring at us. We have gt no idea why but after we walked away frm tt condom place, the couple when there to look at it LOL!! We were both laughing at them. Is like wanna do dun dare buy =X
I should ask them if they need our help to purchase it for them hahahaha!! Stupid couple =X

* Elora rmb to kip what i told u a secret hahah!!*

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Hello all haven been posting for a super duper long time haha!
Am feeling so tired ever since holiday ended. If only i can slp a little more if only i dun have to wake up so early to go to sch. If only my sch is just 2 streets away ><
LACK OF SLP!! COS MY TO HAVE PIMPLES SOB! I HATE IT =(

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Holidays are here... DUNNO WHAT TO DO DURING HOLIDAYS!!
After 2 Uts much more relax... sad to say after holiday Uts again =(

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